Week from hell....

and its only Tuesday! Yesterday I had a horrible day topped off by today's shiteous presence. I got into an argument with a coworker about rules that get set without telling anyone else in the company, which is basically how this company operates. I loved working there due to the flexibility that I was told was ok to have, working 8 hours with no lunch since I dont take lunches. I worked from 930ish-before 10 to 6 sometimes 630. I must admit that with this pregnancy coming to an end soon, I did slack this last week and came in after 10. Whatever! Yesterday after that argument with the coworker, I felt like I should just walk out! I didn't want to work anymore, I wanted to be home spending time with my child and loving her; not working. Almost walked out but decided to stay and heard the wonderful news about how badly I'm doing from someone who used to be be my boss. My "boss" or anyone above him care to give me input into my performance or lack there of, or even if my times should be different. Again this company is horrible when it comes to communication!

That said today I got FIRED!!! WTF!? After being told by again my old boss and not someone who should be my current boss, I was not mad or dissapointed or sad. In a way I was glad; I spent most of the time cleaning my desk thinking about how nice it would be to stay home and spend time with my child. I decided to call the decision maker and ask the details of my termination. I was just on the phone with this person for about an hour and came to the conclusion that she would talk to the VP and tell him that if placed on probation I would have to come in at 9 and leave at 6 and do about 10 tasks a day. That seems crazy to me but if it helps me keep my job then I will be willing to do it....to an extent, I would rather be home with my child...take her to school, pick her up, make her lunch, spend time with the new baby and actually have time for my husband. All those things went through my head after she agreed to talk to him under those conditions and honestly, I hope he says no! I dont want to drive the distance, I dont want to spend the gas money or the toll money, the hour there and hour back away from my child. Its not looking like the best option to stay working there or anywhere that far away.
Pros- I can go back to school, spend time with my love, be a housewife, save money on a lot of things
Cons-one less income coming in and no insurance for me and her.

This is a decision that I really need to think about.

Maybe I can go on probation and quit! LOL